speak up

So he's gone now, for good.
I've spoken up
down
right
wrong

for new york

Fly away, butterfly, your [black feathery] wings have healed and grown back. Fly away from me and don't come back...

Except for that, I was cleansed today, tonight. Changed my opinion of a man. Okay, so maybe he does know what he's talking about... a beautiful adaptation.

da? no. no time... though I do agree it's deceitful. Here, mommy... I made this for you <3

Ai?

You should really take a bite
a lick.
Or just enjoy the show like
I am.

It's been crazy, beautiful and... strange. Sexual or not so much, masculine or not, always oh so gentle, oh so beautiful. Scrape my neck with a knife, get my blood boiling.
Breathing... heavily.

Forget that.
Big sunglasses and a smile's all he needs. And a camera.

I'm medicated, how are you?

I've started smoking poetry (again)

No sepia, no brown, no surprise birthday presents

Bruised and beaten up to a pulp
but SMILING

I love you, guys
You make my day

goodnight, sweet dreams 

More (or less) than three

My life is a soap opera
a three ring circus...
no wait, only if there were just three

Love
runs miles
jumps through hoops
gives you an overall sense of dizzyness

It entagles everything
It is entangled in everything already
then when someone wants it
when someone starts to pull it
to pull the strings
everything else falls apart
crashes, breaks

I'm not even affected by any of this

Frankness is usually a risky endeavour
Most females don't like to deal with it
I hate dealing without it