decided

my heart was in the wrong place
but nevermind
I never believed it anyway...

well... maybe

in between the seconds

I hoped
that
maybe
it would
but no.

well nevermind now
torn within[the g removed]
just cut me up
like lonelyness does
but I like it, I like it!

Everybody's dying
Why?!
We're free, right?!

I'll try again
secretly
silently
certainly
and hope
between the seconds
and cry
after the decision

if no one knows
no one will console you

why do you take it so personally?
you know you suck...

Yes, doll, I know I do (another doll, not you)
Welcome back... I'm glad you came...
I... Missed you... Loved you... Love you.

Do you have a blade?